LOVE NOTE — FOREVER 21

LOVE NOTE — FOREVER 21

Farah,

I met some girls in my life, girls with different nationalities, cultures, and religions. I loved some, but they didn’t love me back. On the other hand, some loved me, but I didn’t. However, even with those whom I loved, I never felt the way I feel with you today.

As a committed Muslim, I believe that God will amaze us with his rewards if we obey him. So I can’t have real relationships before getting married, I can’t even have a kiss or a hug. That’s why I still think of relations as if I’m a teenager! Or maybe like a kid who keeps discovering new things in his life, and I am yet to discover true love.

Nevertheless, I have this reserve of so many images about perfect love fed by Hollywood. I didn’t only watch romance movies, I somehow considered them an alternative to feeling love to someone or be loved by someone and I absorbed these movies in my heart. The older I grew up without actually living it, the more I lived that state of mind inside the movies as I watched them. Specially summer love movies, because they feature a highly concentrated dose of love feelings in a very short period of time.

For the first time in my life, I am feeling summer love! But the funny thing is, it’s winter now! When I met you Foofz, I liked you immediately. And then, as you know, I started to write about you, I started to document dates, places and activities every time we interact. I wrote about the first time I saw you, the first date we had, the first walk, the first flowers, the first gift, etc…. I never did this before!

Only few dates were enough to get me so excited and jump several steps ahead without being able to control my self as you noticed! I acted like a crazy stupid teenager who just couldn’t actually wait your birthday to send you a birthday gift, so I sent it a week earlier!!!

It was that kid inside me who just couldn’t wait to discover this new experience without paying attention to what he was actually doing. It was like all the romance reserve of all the movies I watched earlier have come out at once!

Within few weeks I was completely done, and I already started to talk about LOVE!!! You girl has somehow redefined love for me! It’s a new kind of love that I never felt before! I finally discovered true love with you!

I love everything about you!

I love the fact that you’re working while studying to learn more about life. I love the fact that you’re volunteering in so many activities to help in any possible way you can. I love the fact that you’re actively participating in several events to satisfy your thirst to learn from other people.

With all this energy and all the multitasking power you have, it seems that you’re just trying to find your place or maybe your role in this world, you’re trying to know who you really are and what you want to do in your life! You just can’t wait until graduation to find a path for yourself, you want to find it now, and start the real journey right after graduation. You don’t want to waste any time!

This my angel, will inshallah get you very far in the future and makes you achieve in only one lifetime what others might need 2 or 3 lifetimes to achieve.

I love everything about you!

I love the way you think of religion, and how you act as an open-minded yet religious person. There is a hidden wisdom in your thoughts about Islam that you might not even know about. I only found this in people who traveled a lot, interacted with different cultures and read too many books. You didn’t do any of these, yet you have it!!! Maybe it’s your family who just has it, and have planted it in you.

I love everything about you!

I love the way you keep staring at my eyes when you don’t know what to say, the way you move your hands when you’re so excited to explain something, the way you speak very quickly when you’re happy, and the way you tell stories about Mika, who I eventually liked, although I’m afraid of dogs!!!

I love everything about you!

I love your pure soul, your happy spirit, your crazy mind, your self confidence. I love the way you talk, the way you walk, the way you think, the way you dress, the way you smile, the way you laugh. God how much I want to see you happy forever!

I love your angel face, your lovely smile, your shining eyes, your red nose in the cold weather, your moist lips, your soft hands, your relaxing voice, and your sexy tone on the phone. I love your sexy look in sports wear when you think you look like crap!!!

For me, you represent the entire sex of all the world’s females combined together in one! There is no sexy girls anymore compared to you!!! I am going nuts even before kissing you, touching your soft skin or smelling your scent. I am going nuts even before dancing with you, or at least see you dancing. I am going nuts even before seeing your hair or seeing you in a sexy short dress!!! I will definitely lose my mind then!

I LOVE YOU FARAH, and I love everything about you!

I’ve always been asking God for someone to love!!! But I didn’t even imagine that God, the Compassionate and the Merciful, would answer my prayers by someone like you, someone who is too perfect to be true! Thank you God for creating such an angel, thank you God for creating the opportunity for me to meet her, thank you God for firing up that spark in my heart right after seeing her, and thank you God for making it so easy and quick to fall in love with her. Now, I just ask you God to fire the same spark in her heart too.

Farah, I am telling all you this now, on your 21st birth day, to mark it as the day I confessed my love to you so quickly like a crazy teenager, and keep such a memory FOREVER.

May God keep you FOREVER 21

FOREVER 21 in my eyes and my heart as the girl I met and crazily fell in love-with during only few weeks before her 21st birthday!

FOREVER Smart, Curious, Helpful, Confident, & Thirsty to Success as you are now at 21.

FOREVER Happy, Beautiful, and Sexy as you are now at 21.

FOREVER with these shining eyes and this angel face as you are now at 21.

FOREVER disrupting my life, rocking my heart, and disturbing my mind as you are now at 21.

FARAH, Inshallah, no matter what, I will always love you the way I love you now at 21.

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I’ll leave you now with this funny love song: A Kiss To Build A Dream On